海龟夏小愉姑娘的故事。曾经从来没有人告诉那些走出国门之后的中国孩子的事
<DIV><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold"><P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; VERTICAL-ALIGN: top; mso-layout-grid-align: auto" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体" lang=EN-US>09</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">年我回国的时候，并没有想过很多。我一直没搞清楚，到底想要做什么事情，过什么样的生活。我只能听到心里一些声音，然后靠近追寻。不是对错的标准，那只是必须听从的声音。如果不听从，怕日后悔恨不已，如果要听从，又多少是有些寂寞的事情。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体" lang=EN-US></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; VERTICAL-ALIGN: top; mso-layout-grid-align: auto" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">如果硬要说什么动机，我只能说，我看到了很多华人在美国的生活。尽管很安稳，但并非我所要。而我想要的生活，只有我自己明白，无关他人，我听见内心的声音，然后我跟随这个声音，之于我这一直都是自然无比的事情。</SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; VERTICAL-ALIGN: top; mso-layout-grid-align: auto" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold"></SPAN></SPAN> </P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 10pt 0.75pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; VERTICAL-ALIGN: top; mso-layout-grid-align: auto; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">在我出国之前，有很多人帮助过我走出国门。有很多书告诉我，要如何通过种种考试和考验走到异国他乡，并从来没有告诉我那些出国之后的故事。没有一个人告诉我那些走出国门的中国孩子会经历什么：他们真实的欢乐和痛苦。</SPAN><B><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体" lang=EN-US></SPAN></B></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; VERTICAL-ALIGN: top; mso-layout-grid-align: auto" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">我也曾经以为拿到签证出了国，就到了天堂，一切都会自然而然的好起来。所以后来面对那些突如其来的困境的时候，我也有过手足无措。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体" lang=EN-US></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; VERTICAL-ALIGN: top; mso-layout-grid-align: auto" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">现在有越来越多的中国孩子，走上出国求学的路。他们也许更年轻，但是我相信其中有很孩子和曾经的我一样，对于未来有着很多美好的幻想。以至于对于未来并没有完全准备好。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体" lang=EN-US></SPAN></P>
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